Salam lovelies.
Happy new year! Trust me, I am thankful for the freedom I have at the moment but at the same time I wish I could spend more time with babygirl instead of playing candy crush. I'm running out of lives thus, the blogging. Really! I can't wait to end work. Currently, the chairman is away in London and some of the colleagues are on leave so yeah.. I should have brought my wireless earpiece and watch some movies. Heh heh.
I wasn't thinking about it until the inner self decided to pay a visit to my rusty blog. I know nobody reads this but God.. please help me. Make the time fly faster when I'm at work. Yes when I'm at work only. But not on bed. *winks*
I questioned myself sometimes why I did this, why I still did that after umpteen times of regrets. It's 2019 my dear self. You can't be forever responsible to the unnecessary issues. I know you just wanna be nice to the world and wait for the golden happiness in hereafter but you gotta love yourself too.
Alhamdulilah I managed to achieve some goals though. Like the house, more quality time with princess, a stable job, scrumptious meals on the dining table. I know Allah can pull any of this anytime He wants so I'm here just to remind myself too, not to take things for granted.
One thing for sure, you, A, if I ever settle your outstanding and you choose not to win my parents' hearts, I pray to God may He bless you with happiness that you seek. After learning that you might not want to live in my house if one day we decided to make it halal (please know that I'm working my ass off alone to get this shelter), I am kinda disheartened. Paying your stuffs which ain't my problem at the first place is already.. a choice. But to continue living like this, ain't gonna let my crown down again boo. I've been trying to stay low about us but I guess, 3 years should be enough to prove us our flaws and strengths. Wise enough to think, if you are willing to take me seriously.
Phew.. thought it gonna be a short post but I guess when you pour too deep, everything comes naturally. I'm left with thirty minutes.
Signing off, yours truly xoxo