i think im falling sick. my body's aching. feeling heaty and nose blocking sia. but i really hope to get well tomorrow cos i wanna go live & loaded. And oh yes ive been missing my favourite drink - icemilo, ice creams and chocolates for three straight days (a new achievement ive made) cos daddy has been scolding me for continuously drinking sweeteners which of cos is not good for my health. ive stopped dancing fo awhile n been eating alot lately. oh dear! i wanna slim like before. Ive been thinking alot. and that's no wonder i have pimples breakout suddenly. Can anyone tell me which is the best med for acne and oily face? and the worst part - im in no mood to shop today thou i just got my pay. i dun feel like eating too. haiz It must be the weather????

I wonder why must he side on her? what's so good about her? what did he gain when he try to help her? oh bcos she's not working? hello im seventeen i culd find a job. yes nowadays its difficult to find a perfect job at her age. the economy is down now, jgn cerewet lah. pick a perm part time at the moment. dun expext my dad to help ya all the way. c'mon he has a fam to tc of. dunch take things for granted. what if we decided to move away? nobody is gonna help ya. y'know somehow bcos of this, somebody else is hurt too. did ya realise that? huh i doubt so. wake up old bitch, be independent. thank God for what u've got now. y'know i din mean to be rude to ya but i just need to knock ya brain for sense.

This song is dedicated to my dear ibu....

Apakah sebenarnya
Terbuku dikalbumu
Apakah erti linang airmata di pipimu

Ucapkanlah padaku
Tak bisa kurungkainya
Rahsia yang kau pendam itu

Aku hanya menduga
Tidak mampu merasa
Sebenar-benar perasaanmu

Pengorbanan yang kau lakukan
Untuk dewasakan ku
Hanya bisa ditanggung oleh hati ibu
Namun kupercaya
Takkan terlerai kasih
Ikatan ini takkan putus

Telah kau telan lara
Dan terima segala
Dugaan dan badai yang melanda
Duhai ibu..

p/s: all taggy replied at the tag board. thank you! :D