hey morning world. i just wake up though. my eyes are swollen due to worthless crying. i simply don't understand. am i that bad that ya guys all have to against me? i'm not playing any games. i don't wanna win anything either. somehow i feel just maybe bcos i know how to counter back all ya words ya said i wanna win. win win. ive changed? into what? tell me pls ah pls. i was just tryin to save my friendship. i pour out my feelings and ya thought i wanna 'bikin kecoh'. the best thing, the 'bestfriend' whom i thought could save the day was totally against me. against me, nevermind. blurted out the hurtful words to me. hey i was really disappointed wit ya guys y'know. i was tryin my best to put myself in ya shoes but do ya guys ever think about me? i din expect it would turn this way, seriously. in addition, ya thot i'm badmouthing ya guys in the fb world and challenging ya patience. patience huh? what about all this while? i've been keeping quiet and been patient also y'kno. i do miss the all times. the hangouts, bitching, caring for each other, laughing out loud. do ya miss em girls? i bet no. cos its nothing now to yall right? i admit my mistakes and then? a thousand apologies to ya guys ah. it wasn't my intention, right from the start. mistakes, mistakes, mistakes people do make mistakes. Maybe thinking that ya guys are really my true friends who know how to settle things nicely, was a mistake too?


xoxo, Jassy Berry

p/s: i'm not ditching/tryin to bring ya guys down. i'm just letting out my feelings/opinions. i hope it's not wrong. i'm sorry if i ever hurt ya guys in anyway.